Hey Peeps :)
Here to post again
well todays post kinda short la !
well went to mum office did tons of work
worst then working in mac TRUST ME no break !
damn tired !
well misses hammy !!! :(
hopefully his fine in heaven !
its my first day without hammy !
Good news is dads coming home on thursday YIPPEE :D !!!
Well Thats All For Now ~
Takecare Readers ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Memories of Muogu 30may2010 9pm
Hey Peeps :(
This post is memories of muo gu :(
well here is the last picture of muogu
well last word to muogu
i love you muogu and i truly miss you
felt bad when your sick im not there for you
well now your dead i regretted alot :(
i miss you muogu :'(
thats all for now ~
Takecare Readers :(
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :(
Hey Peeps :(
Here to post !
well today went out with kor and his girlfriend lol
kinda light bulb here innocent ~!
well my kor girlfriend bring her mei mei
then my kor bring me and my didi !
ended up like two couple !
but im alone T.T
well after that went changi airport
played with the trolley like crazy !
LOL
Hais Got A Bad News !!!
EMERGENCY !!!
MY HAMMY IS DIEING !! SADDED Hopefully its gonna be alright :(
GOD PLEASE HELP MY LITTLE HAMSTER T.T
I BEG YOU INSIDE MY HEART !!! PLEASE HELP ME !!!
Thats all for now ~
Takecare Readers ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Hey Peeps :)
Here to post again :)
well its 2.30 in the morning le cant sleep ><
well just gonna give a short post :)
well not matter how you look like i will always love you :)
because my heart belongs to you ~
im trying to be perfect trying not to let you down !
I love you one and only !
Cant Stop Thinking Of You :)
Thats all ~
Takecare Readers :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Hey Peeps :)
Here to post again ~
well today was kinda original
hah erm well decided to do another video later on well hopefully the next video gonna
be another successfull one :)
*Finger Cross*
well just gonna say this to that someone special
IM TRYING TO BE PERFECT TRYING NOT TO LET YOU DOWN :)
well hopefully shes alright and not emo ~
well thats all for now kinda short post hah !
Takecare Readers :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Hello Peeps :)
Here to post again ~
Well today is the start of holiday ~
Should be real happy but turns out im exhausted
feeling tired really really tired :(
Sigh ~
i can go Sighing the whole day ~
today mood very low ><
well guess im gonna start to play another song :D
next song is Eenie Meenie those people love that song please support :)
well thats all for now ~
Takecare Readers ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Hey Peeps :)
Here to post :)
if i dont post now i think this blog is gonna die soon LOL
well here to tell that someone special my love towards you slowly
drifting away
everytime i try to catch it but i cant do it :(
my heart is just for you one and only
Todays my 3years 5months and 27 days of waiting im still waiting for you
but i scared im fading away ~
SIGH ~
everytime i see you i will try to avoid i dont know whats happen to me !
just wanna go bang wall !
well finally today got to see that sweet smile from your beautiful face :)
but hopefully my love towards you will never fade
Hope that someday i could protect you
well i quitted smoking ~
just for you because you hate smoker :)
well im willing to be your one and only
i wanna be your punching bag
i wanna give you a warm hug when your cold
i wanna lend you my shoulder when you cry
i wanna be your ears to hear you talk out your feelings
i wanna be your eyes to see you everyday
i wanna lend you my ear if you wanna shout !!!
i wanna be your everything !
i wanna make you smile everyday
i wanna be there for you
i wanna walk in the rain with you
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU !~
My heart is dieing T-T
Well thats all ~
Takecare Readers ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
Hello Peeps :(
Here to post again
hais todays was tired
was damn moody ==
well already so tired le
after that went back home mum started nagging again ARGH
in my mind i just wanna say SHUT UP !!!
but i cant do that
hais due to my bad result on N level ==
shes decided to let me study for 1 month during june holiday WHATTHEHELL :(
no freedom !
hais i suck totally !!!
T-T firstly birthday gonna be sucky now june holiday cant relax
MUST STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!
im gonna hate it !!
That all for now ~
Takecare Peeps :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Peeps :)
Well decided to post haha well this few day kinda busy
ARGH PTM coming dead >< IM DEAD X_x
passes 3 failed 3
hais well today sprained my neck WTH !!!
pain !!! then after that leg muscle cramp
hais its my bad day T.T
Gonna die soon i guess
well thats all for now ~
Takecare Peeps :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :(
Well guess what this 9 june my birthday
gonna celebrate it alone
well guess what this suck
my life suck i hate myself i hate my family i hate everyone !!!
well thanks peeps for those that support me and wanting to celebrate birthday with me
but well i guess i dont have the mood to celebrate it anymore
my dad promised will be back and will attend my birthday celebration but i guess
this promise is gonna be broke again
like always Sigh~
well hate my life !
Everyone has a perfect sweet 16 birthday well not me
sooner or later im gonna lose everyone
I HATE MYSELF !
thats all for now ~
Takecare Peeps ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS
Hello Peeps :)
Random Post :)
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Well Thats all Peeps
Takecare ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :)
Well today got back paper and guess what
i suck T.T
got 3rd for english ==
then got back business paper got passes :)
got back cpa paper passes too
well failed maths science and chinese hate it !!!
ARGH gonna study for "N level" real hard !!!
hais well its okie then well gonna jia you jia you :D
well thats all ~
Takecare Peeps :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :D
Here to post again ~
well your not the worst girl i've met my heart is in yours
im willing to give up my 3 years and 5 months of waiting just for you
your the one i wanna be with
your the one i wanna hold
your the one i wanna love you so deeply
ILOVEYOU !
But will you accept me ~
well i need my faith to help me now
No matter wht i will always be yours one and only ~
and you are not worst girl i've met to me your cute :)
and i just wanna say this again I LOVE YOU !!
Thats all for today ~~~
Takecare Peeps :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :D
Here to post haha
had lunch :D cooked myself you know
haha had mayo butter egg haha heres the pic :D
This is the start alright :D
TADA :D MAYO BUTTER EGG BREAD :P
well got new hair style yo ~~
heres the pic ~
NICE ANOT BUT I DONT THINK SO ><
heres another :D
well thats all for now continue tomorrow :D
Takecare Readers ~
Signing off ~~~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :)
Random Post
give me time to think
for i've been so weary all this time
can't seem to get you off my mind
tell me what is left for this man to do for you
do for you, to make you stay
baby don't leave me
don't leave waitin' out here in the cold
wish you could see that
oh your tricks are startin' to get old
wish you could care more
but maybe that's too much for me to be askin' for
just one more chance to be with you
baby don't pick up the phone
if you're gonna tell me to pack up and go
baby don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me alone
what's gonna happen to you
what's gonna happen to you when i'm gone
so baby don't pick up, don't pick up
and i'll hope that you won't be long
and i'll hope that you won't be long
well i hope you know that i've been waitin' here all along
waitin' on you to come around
i pick you up and you knock me down
you should know that i'm not that strong a man
wonderin' why it has to be this way
lie after lie my dreams are fadin'
they're fadin' away
wishin' on some sort of chance
when i knew that we weren't
we weren't built, no we weren't built
we weren't built for romance
baby don't pick up the phone
if you're gonna tell me to pack up and go
baby don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me alone
what's gonna happen to you
what's gonna happen to you when i'm gone
so baby don't pick up, don't pick up
and i'll hope that you won't be long
well this time
i'll do my best not to be such a fool
thought fallin' for you could be so safe
who knew it would bring me all of this pain
well give me a reason
for what you've been doin' to me
i wanna be with you
so why can't you see?
woah, woah, woah~
baby don't pick up the phone
if you're gonna tell me to pack up and go
baby don't leave me, don't leave me
what's gonna happen to you
what's gonna happen to you when i'm gone
so baby don't pick up, don't pick up
and i'll hope that you won't be long
i'll hope that you won't be long
see i'll be hopin' you won't be long
Thats All :D
Takecare Peeps ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :)
Here to post again :)
well today is kinda well stressed out and feel like giving up everything
Everynight before i go to sleep i always tell myself if i dont wake up tomorrow if it turns out that today is my last day on earth will i be proud of what i've done in this life cause when i hate it i better start doing something that im proud of
but i dont think i've done anything proud :(
well exam if pass so what i dont feel happy at all
its like something is missing :(
but i cant figure it out
well yesterday night felt like giving up hope on everything
i once told people this "Forgive and Forget About the past when you fall don't give up because there faith and trust around you belive in miracle your dream will soon come true"
but i did all this but still nothing happens
well i guess im gonna go independent in this life
well im officially gonna give up all the waiting
3years 5months 18days is over !
but for now i better not give up well lets wait till 4 years then i give up
but for now i better pray to do something proud !
well thats all for now ~
Takecare Peeps ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :)
HELLO PEEPS :D
Hey peepo haha decided to post :D
WELL MYE IS OVER HURRAY PEOPLE GET CRAZY GET LOUD LETS PARTY GET LOUD :DD !!!
wahahaha today in school rocks :D
well got new hair cut ^^v
meow :3
im super happy :D
well MISS HER LOADS :(
but will never give up on her whether she change or what
my heart belongs to hers :D
3 Years 5 Months 17 days le :D
STILL WAITING !!!
WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW ~~~
TAKECARE READERS :D ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :)
Well here to start a new post again~
erm well this post stated jealousy kills has a meaning~
well gonna say its like couples i know boys gets jealous when people say iloveyou to your girl but if a guy is over sensitive it kills him
but i dont know why even GAN also cannot msg her its like ARGH !!!!
and i wanna say i hate this kind of guys his like gay ~!!
well but what makes me sad is that guys is my ONE AND ONLY SUPERMAN STEAD :(
sad to see my superman get hold down :(
ARH !! sad :(
well thats all for now ~
oh ya better not forget haha i finally found my long lost cousin haha
she just got married yesterday WOOHOO !
the wedding dinner was awesome !
haha thats all :D
TAKECARE PEEPS :D
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Readers :)
Here to give a short post due to my flu :(
well today morning had flu D:
well was freezing since morning D:
after did abit of study :)
and guess what MONDAY IS LAST PAPER FOR MYE
YAY!!
seriously can GET CRAZY GET LOUD LET'S PARTY OUT LOUD :D
WOOTS :D
YAY!
birthdays Coming on june dad FINALLY decided to buy and electric acoustic guitar for me !!!
haha More New Song Coming Up On Youtube Do support me alright :D
Well thats all for now ~
TAKECARE READERS :D
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本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :)
Here to make my 60 Post ^^
well today was kinda tired but !!!
MYE is going to be over soon :D
today went to school around 10.15 but was late sigh ~
did my cpa paper was easy :D !!!
well after exam went gym with donovan :D
SAW MR HENG :D
then said hi to him after that workout till 2pm
hais super tired :(
muscle all cramp PAIN !!! :'(
i had no more energy left =.=
so tired gonna sleep soon ~~
thats all for today ~
TAKECARE READERS ~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Readers :(
WELL GONNA SAY I FINALLY SEE HER TODAY ^^v
HAHA kinda miss her smile ><
yet well today didnt see it *Sigh* ~
well todays maths paper was like OH MY TIAN
damn hard sia :'(
todays paper conform fail ~
well good thing is exams ending le ~
bad thing is well my birthdays coming ARGH its gonna be another lonely birthday ><
well thats all for today ~~~
TAKECARE READERS ~
Signing off ~~~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Peeps :)
Well today no school haha was happy at first
but nah its boring
ARGH !! today thinking of her again
so heard this song FAR AWAY by NICKELBACK
well love this song FAR AWAY
haha erm did a new song on youtube again awesome !!!
We The Kings !! WE'LL BE A DREAM !
haha peeps who wants to support go my facebook see !!!
haha well went to city square with Leonard , Bakala , Ika , Joan and jenny
lol at first was kindda fun but nah BORED LIKE HELL >< went mac donald slack eat ice cream
then saw this mac donald girl working at the ice cream counter lol shes abit funny haha
she speaks funny too
ask her how old shes 15 ! OHMYTIAN she looks like a ite student but she said that
shes not schooling LOL ! hard to belive she looks like 12 but shes 15 haha
Well thats all for now :D
TAKECARE READERS :)
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本大爷AMOS :D
HELLO READERS :D !!!
Yes arh !!! MYE IS GONNA END SOON ^^
lets put our hair down and party !!!
WOOHOOO GET CRAZY GET WILD LET'S PARTY GET LOUD !!!
haha well after party i guess its GONNA BE "N" LEVEL
ARGH WORST NIGHTMARE EXAM IS COMING CLOSER AND CLOSER HATE IT !!!!
hais im gonna miss everyone in ftpss >< !!!
well im off to study :D !!!
thats all for now ~
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本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :)
Here to post again :)
well today felt alone and left out !
todays test sucks to the max SCIENCE AND MATHS MY WORST NIGHTMARE
didnt sleep well last night ARGH !
stress headaches coming !
well have been thinking of her "MISS HER LOADS"
hardly get to see her now adays
ARGH MYE SUCKS
well something to tell peeps out there
well this year is my last year im gonna see her !
hais dont know whether i will wait or give up
but just gonna say this if shes reading
Your the only one im gonna love nobody is gonna replace you !
my heart has only your name in it !
im miss you i need you !
when will you come to me :(
WELL good luck on your future
and dont forget that in your secondary life
theres a 大笨蛋 that love you for 4 years including after this year
well hopefully i get to see your beautiful smile :)
gonna miss that smile :(
thats all for now ~
TAKECARE READERS
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :D !!
WELL HAVE A BIG NEWS :D ~~!!
I've got big news well recently uploaded new song on youtube so do support alright :D
FIRST VIDEO - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8GEcG-Z7Lo
SECOND VIDEO - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwdOLRrgrV0
THIRD VIDEO - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUzEFebt64U
Well do subscribe videos to support Thanks :D !!!
well thats all ~
Takecare Readers ~ :)
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hey Readers
Well decided to post :)
well today is my 3 years 5 months 8 days of waiting :D
well im still hanging on strong
but my mind is empty
Tried to take a picture
Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much
I want to fill this new frame But its empty
Tried to write a letter In ink
Its been getting better I think
I got a piece of paper But its empty Its empty
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts We're empty
And I've even wondered If we Should be getting under These sheets
We could lie in this bed But its empty Its empty
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
well hopefully im gonna clerish this days in my last secondary school life
hopefully i can get to see her last smile before i leave
and i wish i could say "I LOVE YOU" to her last time :)
thats all i want ~
well thats all ~~
TAKECARE READERS ~
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本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :)
Here to post again :)
well today 2nd paper did on my own seriously it sucks ><
well i guess mother tongue is gonna fail !!!
well 1st mother paper was ok ! after break getting ready for 2nd paper
ended up something cock up -.-
the listening paper turn out to be the 1st mother tongue paper
ARGH !!! main page says CHINESE LISTENING COMPREHENSION
after that when we want to start haha got a smile on my face after turning to the second page felt somethings wrong ended up its not the listening question so stress out ARGH!!!
well should be around 9.45am can go home le but ended up 11.30am
lol can you belive it from 9.15am waited till 11.00am then start paper xD
but it was fun ~~!!
well but seriously my chinese sucks :P
alright after exam went penisula with DaAlex :)
LOVE THAT GAY !!! MUHAHAHA
so i went to buy bag he blur blur follow haha ended up i bought the bag and went home then he like WTF !!! LOL but still i wannna thank him for accompany me ^^
bought my bag went back home and STONE !!!
thats all for now ~~
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本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :)
Today was kind of erm stressed out ><
well did my first paper IT WAS OK LO
but hopefully can pass :)
after that finished paper le went back home changed le
then go find alif ~
after meeting him went study at sky garden from 2pm till 5.30pm waited for azreen
from 2.40pm to 4.50pm -.- at first thought he not coming but he came at last well
haha had fun with alif, azreen and athirah <3 THEM :D
well thats all :)
gonna jia you on MYE :D !!!!
TAKECARE READERS :D
signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
HELLO READERS :)
Well today is a normal day kinda boring
sigh~!
dont know what to do
have been thinking of her for the whole day ><
today is my 4th year 5th month 3 days of waiting for her :)
well still gonnna continue waiting for her ~!
well recently went to youtube and found this video about Ghost Adventures
in the video its shown that there is three guys with their gadgets and cams and someother stuff
they are trying to find out ghostly places in america ~
well at first they dont belive at ghost but after their trip they finally belive in paranormal activities
well check it out alright !
WELL IM OFF STUDYING :) SEE IM A GOOD BOY ALRIGHT ^^ ~~
:)
thats all for now
TAKECARE READERS ~~
Signing off ~
本大爷AMOS :D
Hello Readers :D
Here to post again :)
Well its my 4 years 5 months of waiting le :)
well dont worry i will keep on waiting for that someone :)
i will never give up on her :)
well today was fun ^^ went to watch "IRON MAN 2" :D
well the show was awesome those people who are waiting to go watch
DONT WAIT JUST GO AND WATCH IT !!! THE MOVIE WILL BLOW YOUR MIND ^^
LOVING IT <3
well thats all i guess im gonna fall asleep soon :)
so yea thats all ^^
TAKECARE READERS !!!
signing off ~~~
本大爷AMOS :D
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